Red

Saw this pix in one of the deco book i bought
I really like it.
Juz wonder am i daring enough to paint one wall of my room into that red....
ha ha

Happy New Year

What am i listening to?

7:55pm
feeling sick again.
so useless lately. =p
suddenly feel like drawing.
so did that drawing after work.
Now....
Muz go home....
It is quite dark.
Heard from my msn friend
It is raining outside.......
Cant see a damm thing from the window.
Anyway, so hungry right now.

1:14am
Yep....I am still not sleeping
Browsing on you tude all night
Looking at old old MTV.
Ought to be sleeping already

Merry Xmas

Let's see

A card i pulled out yesterday.
Nice one.

Glutinous Rice Ball

The wonder of nature

Work in progress

New addition

New addition to my family
Bought in Ikea

Voyage

17.12.2005 清晨 00:30 am　加班＋吃"蛇"
加班
i tunes 播着　
陈升的Voyage　
[人生的旅途里
没有来的
都是去的。。。。。
而生命的旅程，
真是有趣啊！
有喜，
有悲，
也恨，
也有爱，"
生命的旅程]
行行色色的人
行行色色的事
有喜过，
有悲过，
也恨过，
也有爱过吗？？
hm...... ..... ...
过眼云烟
生命的旅程，
真是有趣啊！

被爱，幸福吗？

昨天　看了看[针锋相对］

主题的序

[有人说，爱人比较幸福，

因为至少你掌握主动权；

有人则说，被爱比较幸福，

因为能得到别人的爱，

等同于获得别人的肯定、尊重，甚至是崇拜。

若两情无法相悦，

在爱与被爱之间，你选择哪一样？

被爱，幸福吗？]


我不确定。。。

爱人吧　

有趣的话题。


节目完结时

主持人引用了巴金写在[怀念萧珊]*的一段序言

我只记得。。每夜每夜

骨灰盒。。。。。。什么的。。什么的。。（哈哈哈）～忘了

字里行间透着的是对妻子的思恋　

巴金那时也有八十好几了吧？！


主持人问

[那应该是爱情吗?]

。。。没人答。。。

主持人总结

[其实，爱情和幸福到了一个时候

已经完全分不清分界线了。]


我想哦　应该是

爱情和‘亲情’到了一个时候

已经完全分不清分界线了。


向往


亲情永远比爱情来得踏实些

可是要等爱情升华成亲情

那是需要多少在一起的时间和经历

才能到得了的？？

Kings of Convenience

I have recently fallen deeply in love with Kings of Convenience.
I came upon KOC from a compilation album I bought recently.
[The Best Acoustic Album In The World... Ever!]
I love compilation cd. It is the best and fastest way to be introduced to different artists.

月亮忘记了

记住的，是不是永远不会消失
我守护如泡沫般碎弱的梦境
快乐才剛开始　
悲伤却早巳灒伏而来

quote from / jimmy, 月亮忘记了

Hermit Crab

I was browsing the web for crab images and came arcoss this lovely creature, The Hermit Crab.
What fascinated me most is their make up and habit.....
An extract I took from the web
The hermit crab is a type of crab that doesn't have a very hard shell. Not a true crab, it uses other animals' old shells for protection; they especially like old whelk shells. As the hermit crab grows in size, it must find a larger shell. ..

How cool is that. Changing appearance in different point of life. Some of them has really odd choice of shell making them really weird. But it also make them really stand out. I wondered who gave them the name "Hermit". A wonderer who goes from one place to another. So noble.

The chinese name is 寄居蟹 which is very close to their nature. borrowing someone shelter to live in. =)

太聪明

我总以为你一般难懂的我
在你了解了以后
其实也没什么
我总是忽冷又忽热
隐藏我的感受
只是怕爱你的心被你看透
猜的没错想得太多
不会有结果
被你看穿了以后
我更无处可躲
我开始后悔不应该太聪明的卖弄
只是怕亲手将我的真心葬送
我猜中你的心
遥远的距离都是因为太过聪明
我猜中你的心
要再一次决定
缓慢的思绪都是因为太想靠近你

Has been listening to her song for the past 1 week.
I almost turn my whole blog in to a Cheer's lryics blog liao.
Like the way she writes the lyrics.
The way her song is compose.
Telling a story with her lyrics.
It is really simiple and plan
But really close to heart.
But often,
I feel more 落寞 after listen to her....ha ha ha
That grey Thursday i blogged,
I was listening to her song the whole day.
It is the same when I watch that Musical "Subway"
with her as the main lead
It is kind of sad,
but with a glint of hope here and there.

cutie

Cute little biscuits......
Grandma use to buy them for praying....
But I dun like to eat them when i was young.

Mum bought it last week....
I nearly finish them all.
How strange...

Juz complaining

03/11/2005/08:34AM

I need a breather
I need a breather
I NEED A BREATHER

Hardly has time for anything
Of coz online is a different thing
At the very least
I am still in contact with human beings
Dying for the day when I can vanish from my online circle

Oh well
Looking forward to Tuesday
But before I reach that day
I will have to burn myself up first
Then i wll…. ….. …..
REBORN like a Phoenix
(sorry, i am talking nonsense again)

For now
My mind is totally blank
YI PIAN KONG BAI
Too much on mind
Too much to think about
Things
I found hard to grab
It’s a cycle
It’s happen and happen again
Find myself in the same old scenario again
All the way back to four years ago
Haiz
Not upset though
juz couldnt believe it
what a drag...

There is a saying
Until one turn around and face their fear (problem),
It will happen and happen and happen and happen again
How dragful
But I believe in that

I wonder.......
what would i do now??
hm..... .....

『世界の中心で、愛をさけぶ』

朔太郎（大澤隆夫飾）的未婚妻律子（柴崎幸飾）突然失蹤，追查之下，他發現律子跑了去四國。朔惟有追至四國，但原來這地方隱藏了他悲痛的回憶…
高中時代的朔（森山未來飾）與亞紀（長澤正美飾）是一對初戀小情人，但亞紀發現自己患上絕症。朔答應亞紀一起飛往澳洲尋找傳說中的聖土，據說那裡就是世界的中心。可惜，還未出發，她已在機場倒下。愛人離逝的悲痛，再襲朔的心頭，就在此時，亞紀生前的遺言送到了朔的手上……

lost

Feeling kind of lost today.
Yes, my turn............
Haiz muz be missing something
see how curiosity kills a cat.....
burn my finger again

一样的夏天

窗外的雨刚刚停
午后气息
浓浓地才散去
迷迷糊糊张开眼
刚刚的梦　我似乎
在瞬间看见你

Oh my god 已经
不知多久没想起
Oh~　Oh~

我淡淡地想着你
那年夏天　最后的那一天
你轻轻地唱着歌
未曾感受的温柔
模糊我的双眼
终于也可以
开始一个人看明天

Oh~　Oh~yeah
你放下我　走向前

Oh~　不见　不见了你给的回忆
为什么　曾经深刻的
消失了　没有原因
我的心　已经没有
想起你的空隙

Oh I　没想起不是忘记
OH I　没想起你是平静

想起了你
是想起那样一个夏天

樂天派

樂天派 作曲：彭學斌@口袋音樂 填詞：彭學斌@口袋音樂 編曲：Nai Kong

你沒接我的電話　理由雖然很牽強 笑著說　

你去吧　寂寞卻開始流浪 你發呆時間變長　

我有不祥的預感 卻只猜了一下　一秒後回到你身旁

＊把沉默把體諒　當成愛你的力量 　

不管別人說我是愛你的傻瓜＊

＃我以為愛會一直存在 　到頭來我只是樂天派 　

不應該太不應該相信等待 　一定會有例外 　

Everything is gonna be alright 　

我明白就算我再不明白 　

Say Goodbye Bye Say Goodbye　我的愛

希望總是在前方　甚麼事都往好處想

回來又能怎樣　愛再也不一樣

Say Goodbye Bye Say Goodbye　我的愛

Pan Pac- The Atrium

Yesterday, I was there with a friend.
quite a cozy place.
with live music.

Like the decor and
the colours are very dream like.
We picked the seat at the bar area
since there are only 2 of us.
A first time for me.
I hardly stay near the bar area.
My clubing style is alway very lay back and relax
I will alway find a nice sofa seat and relax in it.
I really mean"relax" and unglam
But at bar area
it was different
really interesting.......
I like it.....
coz i still can look at
the bartender la and
see him do his mixing.....
Occasionally toking to u...=)
ha ha sort of remind me of
Chunking express.
Lin Qing xia was at the bar area
drinking alone.
The only lacking thing is a cigartte
which i hardly/ seldom/dun touch.
hm....maybe a wig
and Jin Chen wu
(of coz, my companion that day also can la)

Oh and Finally
found the Tequila Sunrise
that resemble the first TS
my friend mixed for me.
according to him
the way to drink Tequila Sunrise is :
with a straw and
in one breath drink
suck up all the drink fro the bottom of the tall glass
and all the way up.
deal to density,
tequila is alway on the top
so u sort of drink up
all the orange concoctionand
then fellow by the tequila.
xian tian hou gu hm......
dunnoe did my friend sa bo me or not?
coz if i drink like that i will be drunk b4 i can say bottom up.
Anyway, i always like this cocktail.
it look beautiful and it taste nice

Too bad we didnt stay for long......
Juz warm up a little and
it was abt time to go off already.
The last time when i was at
The bar
My friend and I stay till 1.30am
I felt the nite is still young
ha ha ha
anyway,
suppose to work today.
We all looked tired.

Our ulimate destiny

Has been discussing the matter of death with a friend today.
death.....what a scary words.
I m afraid of death.
Not me but for my love one.
But i noe ...
It is part of life ...
my advice to my friend
treasure whatever time there is
u cant afford to be indifferent
At a point of my life
i was visiting granny in a Hospice almost everyday
the sadest but the most enriching months for me.
the last few days/months/ moments you share with a love one
-Precious
I see so much from people who has only a few months left.
some chose to be miserable
some chose to have a happy outlook.
Some has hardly anyone visiting them
some has visitors everyday
some decorate theire sleeping area with pix
some stay there long enough to grow potted plants.
some even find times to noe people aro them.......
knowing fully well that they wont be there
It is all a choice.

Ell Pollo Loco

Ha ha my friend response to my Sunday blog. Bring back so much more memories. One more memory to complete the puzzle.Are u reading this? i wondered? =)
Jolene : By the way, miss bing, i had a hot mocha latte!Yup Millenia Walk did give me alot of wonderful memories. My first job was being a waitress in a mexico, spanish fastfood chain, Ell Pollo Loco, Wild Chicken(Bing: Brad Pitt use to work in Wild chicken in California. I wonder if this restaurant is still around) in english. hm... sound weird name isn't it? Been there for abt 7 months. The envoirnment there was much nicer than it is now. After the renovation and new location of the shops, seems that Millenia Walk lose it's sophiscated touch.The beautiful fountain there just behind our restuarant.. in the nite time combine with the quietness of the surrounding and the breeze that comes along. (Bing: ya, with a bottle of sparkling apple juice from the cooler.) So nice and comfortable is the only feeling that i can describe.The late nite chat after closing under the starry sky, margaritas, michael, his fightful day!Patricia, the only female manager, aunty irene, 12 hrs of working, covered 4 stations on Valentine day( Bing: I rememdered that. The scariest valentine time i ever have.), Wang, the mighty ah neh to Geylang, how to get a nice chop of the chicken without seeing the bones! Chantel and Thomas the couple(Bing: how can i forget them. The in designer brand back then). Wee yeow(ooh...) and the kiss and the love letter to miss bing!(Bing: when was this? howcome i dun rememder? who huh?) :)Yup and also to a poor security guard whom had helped me during one nite's closing. He helped me to push the big rubbish bin all the way to the other side to throw the rubbish for me. (Bing: U so good. hOWCOME no one help me before.........not fine.....who is that security guy? u think he is still aro?) Coz he was on duty and i saw him being scolded by his supervisor! Ooh... so sorie abt that and i dun hv any chance to tell him.. well i dun get to see him 2nd time anymore, hope he did not get into any trouble becoz of me. :)................... hehe ... sighz poor me eating up my books now.. @.@ Enjoy hor.. and also like i say.. the bet is never over yet!

millenia walk

Millenia Walk

The backyard of it anyway

Hardly anyone is there

We have not went there for a long long time

Jolene and I was there for a long time

3 hrs?? We were sitting outside o'brien

me with a cup of irish cream coffee.

Jo, what did u have? I forgot.....anyway, we will

talking abt all sorts of things. ke ke ke so enjoyable....

And our bet. 2 weeks were the duration.

I really didnt expect that bet to end so fast.

Eventhough i won, it still feel bloody bitter . (at least i think so la)

Anyway, so much memories there

at least 6 months of my life was spent there.

waitressing. one big family.

The fountain, the late nite chat under the starry sky, the sea breeze, the corona, the birthday cakes, michael,

his crazy jokes, patricia, aunty irene,12 hr working, Wang,

ah neh, wild chicken, fragant rice,

my pair our Dr martene, my first sunrise tequila and magarita,

boardwalk, the late nite visit from somone, jack in the box, wee yeow, the toilet, long carpark,

Andy.....what else is there?

Oh my godness

my head is hurting again

dun understand

why it refused to go away.

sigh..........

還剩下什麼

在一個非常寧靜
而美麗的小城，
有一對非常恩愛的戀人，
他們每天都去海邊看日出，
晚上去海邊送夕陽，
每個見過他們的人
都向他們投來羡慕的目光。

可是
有一天，在一場車禍中，
女孩不幸受了重傷，
她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上，
幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。
白天，男孩就守在床前
不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人；

晚上，他就跑到小城的教堂裏向上帝禱告，
他已經哭乾了眼淚。

一個月過去了，
女孩仍然昏睡著，
而男孩早已憔悴不堪了，
但他仍苦苦地支撐著。

終於有一天，
上帝被這個癡情的男孩感動了。
於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。
上帝問他：
“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎？”

男孩毫不猶豫地回答：
“我願意！”

上帝說：
“那好吧，我可以讓你的戀人很快醒
過來，但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓，你願意嗎？”

男孩聽了，
還是堅定地回答道：
“我願意！”

天亮了，
男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓，
他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。
女孩真的醒了，
而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼，
可惜他聽不到。

幾天後，
女孩便康復出院了，
但是她並不快樂。
她四處打聽著男孩的下落，
但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪里。
女孩整天不停地尋找著，
然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞
在她身邊，只是他不會呼喊，不會擁抱，
他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。

夏天過去了，
秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉，
蜻蜓不得不離開這裏。
於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。
他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉，
用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭，
然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。

轉眼間，春天來了，
蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。
然而，她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊 的男人，
蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。
人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重，
描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良、 可愛，
還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然，
當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。

蜻蜓傷心極了，
在接下來的幾天中，
他常常會看到那個男人
帶著自己的戀人在海邊 看日出，
晚上又在海邊看日落，
而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外，
什麼也做不了。

這一年的夏天特別長，
蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著，
他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。
她和那男人之間的喃喃細語，
他和她快樂的笑聲，
都令他窒息。

第三年的夏天，
蜻蜓已不再常常
去看望自己的戀人了。
她的肩被男醫生輕擁著，
臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著，
根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓，
更沒有心情去懷念過去。

上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。
就在最後一天，
蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。
蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂，
落在上帝的肩膀上，
他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說：
我願意！

他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上。
然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著，蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。

上帝歎息著：
“你後悔了嗎？”

蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚：
“沒有！”

上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說：
"那麼，明天你就可以變回你自己了。"

蜻蜓搖了搖頭：
“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧…”

有些緣分是註定要失去的，
有些緣分是永遠不會有好結果的。
愛一個人不一定要擁有，
但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他.

three hearts two thoughts =p

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london dream

I "saw" Janice on msn today. All the way from London.
She leave for London on friday. seen like a lot of my friends are all there.
Really envy her.

upset

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snailing around

Muz be all the rain lately

that have driven all the snails out of their comfort.

Has been seeing a few of them crawling around.....

crawling to whatever place they are heading......

I was on my way to work this morning,

i saw a dead snail in the middle of the pathway.

Hm........seeingly

trying to cross pathway that

lead to the big field across.

quite sad isnt it........

Imagine yourself as the snail

seeing the lush green of field.....

thinking of a better life on the other side....

u started slowly on ur journey.....

and ................

what's a snail's life...........

wala wala

Finally found a pub that play BANDSOUND
Wala Wala
The expected- The band name
Lead Vocal is a rock chick....
cool gal with an attiude
powerful vocal
great guitarist and drummer
shld hear how they play the guitar
how They rock the house MAN
Guitars,DrumsKeyboard,crowds and
all the great songs all the way
from Deep purple era to green days
absolutely went crazy
when they play nirvana 's come as you are
and one other that i thot is metallical....
shld see how the crowd cheer
HeadbangING to the beat and doing e air guitar .
Rock my blues always

Anyway,
While we were enjoying to the music,
we heard one guy talking very loudly behind us.
Dun remember what he was yelping abt ,
all we heard was F**K here and F**K that.
Everything is end with a F**K F**K F**K F**K

I am usually quite tolerant to a little vulgar language.
I think it is a way of expression and release stream.
But that guy was carrying it to a whole new level.
I was amused, muz see who this "gentle"man was.....
We turned to look
and saw this 40sh Chinese man talking
to a Caucasian man in his " all so slang" American English.
of coz......Garnished with his fave curse word
The best part.......
his American turned out to be a English man from England.
What a laugh? .......

seeing Red

I was reading today newspaper and
found an article that is very interesting.
Seeing Red.
How odd ? coz the other day ,
i was discussing the same issue wi my friend.
Feel like sharing it with u guys and a reminder for myself.

How to cool it
- Relax-Breathe deeply from your diaphragm,
all the way down to your stomach
-Slowly repeat a calm word like "relax" while breathing deeply.
-Visualise a relaxing experience-
Practise these techniques daily and
use them when you're in a tense situation

Change your thoughts
-When u're angry, your thinking can get exaggerated and overly dramatic.
Replace these thoughts with more rational ones.

-Dun go : "Everything's ruined"
Tell yourself : "It's frustrating,
but it's not the end of the world and
getting angry is not going to fix it"

-Remind yourself that the world is not "Out to get you"

Use Humour
-Dun take yourself too seriously. Learn to let go of the small stuff

Forrest Gump

I finally bought Forrest Gump DVD
after so many years has gone by.
I realised that whenever I m upset
i would alway go back to the famous line of Gump
"Life is like a box of chocolate,
coz u never noe what u will get."

How true......
after 27 yrs of existence on Planet Earth
I came to realised that
Things changes
friend changes
situation changes
relationship changes
Changes is constant factor of life
sadness dun last
trouble dun last
worry dun last
even happiness is juz a passing moment
All an illusion of life
Take it lightly with a pitch of salt
and move on
And hope for the best

Life has never been really smooth sealing for me
(of coz, i cant complain. there are worse out there.)
when i relate certain part of the story to my friend now,
it felt like sombody else story.
The more I said it,
the more dilute it becomes,
less important.
Those memories have been replace by
something more important
What u think is important now,
might not seen as important years later
even hours later as a matter of fact
That's life.

Ever heard of James Blunt "You are beauitful" ?
the opening line is "My life is brillant"
My life feel like that right now.
like the first ray of sunlight
peeping thru the cloub
If u been thru real trouble time
U will understand how I feel now...ke ke
But....
How long does it last?
i dunnoe.
But I tresured this moment of my life
I felt truely contented.

Someone commented that
I viewed everything too seriously.
with too much emotion
That hurts
Maybe that true ........
but that me...............

I have being thru a stage
where I am totally indiferent to things around me
withdraw into my own shell and
refused to come out
I still prefer the " me" now.
Maybe I shld try to be milder
but i will still be the same old Yen Wei

I m sentimental
but i hardly shows it
Why borther
when people aro hardly seen to care....
(jo, that is wat u complain abt me rite? I hide it better then u ma )

I m not good at rememdering things
but I rememder all the little gesture that
ppl has done for me time to time.
sweet and it touches my heart :
#That MP3 CD my friend burn for me,
with e one songs (the rainbow connection)
that I really liked
He put it in without me asking him to.
I didnt noe he rememdered ,
but of coz....
maybe he thought i would like it too
which he has rightly guessed
#My friend shoulder that I cried on
when I was devastated.
(try crying all the way from Yishun to Cityhall on a trian
oh well....bloody embarrassing)
# the one person that rememdered
the silliest comment i have made
and repeat it month later-matter of factly
# I have heard a lot of birthday songs in my life,
but that particlar 250620052355
was really sweet.
Shld be really nice
to have a friend like him.
# he who always make me laugh
when I was too tense up- really silly joke.
I alway gave him my famous deadpan look.

to be cont

friends i met along the way

-
Type of friends I ve met so far in my life.....
# Some friends
I disliked them frm the very 1st meet up
But some how along the way
We got to know each other better n become the best of friend
# Some friends,
They r always there,
Great companion but missing chemistry
I expect them to come and go....
But they r with me the longest
Thru thick n thin
# Some friends,
I thought will b buddies for life
But along the way
we juz drift apart...
even lossing contact wif each other
# gd n wise friends,
comes in all ages/education/religious/sexes/family bkgrd......
Its their mindset n maturity that matter
# Some friends,
I m curious to know
dun mind making e first move
some work out, some doesnt but no regret. at least i tried
# Some friends,
sigh................

How does one explain the different chemical reaction with people?

More than words

My Fav song of all times,
More than words
Cant get it out of my head
ever since I first heard/saw it on MTV
That is, when Music Video is called Music Television Video
and almost all Rockers are in those outrageous early 90s long curly hairdo.
Always like accoustic .
Find the lyrics really lovely and Totally In love with the song
Saying I love you
is not the words I want to hear from you
it's not that I want you
not to say, but if you only knew
how easy it would be to show me how you feel
more than words is all you have to do to make it real
then you wouldn't have to say that you love mecuz I'd already know
what would you do if my heart was torn in two
more than words to show you feel
that your love for me is real
what would you say if I took those words away
then you couldn't make things new
just by saying I love you
more than words
now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
all you have to do is close your eyes
and just reach out your hands and touch me
hold me close don't ever let me go
more than words is all I ever needed you to show
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
cuz I'd already know
what would you do if my heart was torn in two
more than words to show you feel
that your love for me is real
what would you say if I took those words away
then you couldn't make things new
just by saying I love you
more than words
more than words

"More Than Words" By Extreme

Dream Vacation EP2 (to be cont)

Nite fall......Time for celebration! yep
We bought a few tea candles and a cream cheeze cake for Jo's birthday. Later found out that she doesnt take cheeze cake. =P Anyway, Birthday girl is watching tv in the room while we busy outside decorating the balcony.

Dream Vacation EP1

Went over to Rasa Sentosa for a very short getaway with Jolene on her birthday. It has been raining for the last few days but it was bright and sunny on the day itself. Ha ha Heng !
3:25+ That was a view from the balcony of our room which was at the 8 storey, at the right wing of the building. According to Jo who is a" regular" that that was quite a good location. Of coz, the best one is at the extreme right. The higher the better.


See that beautiful scene spreads behind us although it was in blue tint.

4: 30+ The pool by the beach.
We took a dip in this icy blue water right after we checked in. Hm.....of coz Jo swam and I juz "soak" in the water. ha ha It is so bloody deep that I dare not attempt to practice my floating. Of coz, It might be deal to my absent from local swimming pool for a long time.
( The Pool start at 1.3 where our neighbour pool start at 1.2.....)

Anyway, has had a wonderful times there. Chatting with one Australian Family from Perth. A family of 4. 2 kids about 3 - 5 yrs old. Their boy Hugo really liked Jolene. Following her everywhere she goes. correction " she swam. Even though he hardly swim, he would hung on to the pool edge and with the aide of his 2 float "swam" toward Jolene. Anyway, while Jolene was playing with Hugo. I was chatting with the dad he hee hee of coz with the wife aro la.
They are here for a one week holiday. Going off on Tuesday, I think. Hugo is having his 4 yr old birthday on Tuesday. Ar......Is it huh Jo? Dun quite remember. Anyway, I was giving them tips on where to go. Some of those off- beaten track.
Ps: that pix was taken in the morning.

9:30 + After meeting up with Liling by the lobby and a nice dinner at Sake Sushi. Quite far from the our location if we walk. We need to took a beach line bus which circle aro the island. Hm......this was the 2nd time I stay over nite on the island. The last time was at Tanjong beach, camped out to watch "FALLEN STARS". By the time we were back at the hotel, it was already quite dark. Delcia was there with Jo birthday cake.
Anyway , Rasa looked really beautiful at nite .

Here u go, the rainforest layers
I have been working on for much of August.

Side Profile/ Woody

15.8 Happy Mid Autmun Festival

2:30am
Woke up.
Saw the full moon shining brightly.
Totally Lit up my bedside .
Cant resist,
so pick up my camera that are by my bedside
and took a few shots of it.
Ar....... I was in half dreamy state
so I woke up in the morning
doubting if i really took those pix.

It's Mid Autumn festival again.
so fast....soon it will be over.

forbidden city

I visited forbidden city earlier this yr.
Such a large and awesome place.
Seeing the city again in 金枝欲孽,
bring back a lot of " we were there" flash back. ha ha

of coz , we didnt get to finish the whole area.
we went thru the main attraction,
and went thru the door that lead to 六 宮 and went out from the YU HUA YUAN
Too many people.
I dunnoe how the production manage to clear the palace of tourists.

The snow scene was beautiful.
I saw it in one of the touristic book.
If ever I am visiting Beijing , FC is definitely muz visit place.

TVB maniac

20:42 I was suppose to be out today.
But having a killer headache.
Muz be yesterday late nite.
Cancel all activities.
slept for quite sometime.

Woke up.....
started watching 金枝欲孽
3 episode to finish

my sis finished the 30 episodes in 2 days
Hao sai let
but if given all the time on hand
I think i can do it too. =)

snow wolf lake night

1:42am
juz got back .
Caught Snow Wolf Lake finally. Not bad.
I liked the stage production. Hm..... .....
Actors are really great. Very touched (but no, i didnt cry. hee hee)

Finally understand why people like the songs in this musical so much.
It quite different listened to the song performing live.
The story line, the actor expression, somehow juz add up the missing pieces .

o ya, Zhizhong was there too. Seating at the front few row.
The ticket for this musical is bloody X. Mine is $135 (wi discount).
His' $220+ and he is paying for double. ha ha gdness me.......

Anyway, that also reminded me that i should save up and catch The Phamton of the Opera in London? US?Australlia? Has been listen to the OST for so long. eversince since sec 1. really wonder how does the musical look like...............

2:02am
Its raining cats and dogs.....
nice.........weather to sleep
perhaps cant go to tree top walk again.

The List update

List of things to do :
1. Sleep and sleep and sleep
2. go cycling at East Coast (ya! nxt sat!!!!)
3. Watch The Maid
4. Go shopping
5. hang out with friend
6. Tidy up my room ( still doing it)
7. go Machrichite for walk
8. watch TV
9. pay bill ( i got a lot of outstanding bills)
10. buy tracing paper
11. my work station need a major clean up

0218

That the time I am writting this.
Two horror movie in one night.
1) The Maid
2) The sisters (if u count this as a horror movie)
Like the 2nd one best eventhought The maid is also a enjoyable movie.

Like the setting for The sisters.
Beautiful rural scence yet offset with a creepy plot
Like the soundtrack
a beautiful piano solo for a ghost story
perfectly " werid"

The korean gals also real pretty . Ha ha
I wonder are they for real..... ....

Birthday mooncake

yeh a new creation of Design Business
Found out last min that thurs was Siew Bian's birthday
So we have to make do with what we have in the office.
A mooncake from crown prince which Ban bought on wed
some sugar syrup for the wording
and some nuts for dressing up the cake.
Pretty cool, wasnt it.

Evolution

When we are young,
we see only grey

As we grow and learn,
we distinguish black and white

On becoming adults,
we realise the shades of grey in between

Then there are experts who
can detect black in white and white in black

There are also others who argue that
black is white and white is black

Of course there will be a few who
decide what is black and what is white

In the end, its all grey again

There's no limit to human intelligence
and rationalisation.

Dr Chee Kuan Tsee

well, this is an extract I saw from my doctor bulletin board.
Such a interesting refection on life.
poetic too.
Interesting point to ponder.

The List

List of things to do :
1. Sleep and sleep and sleep
2. go cycling at East Coast (ya! nxt sat!!!!)
3. Watch The Maid
4. Go shopping
5. hang out with friend
6. Tidy up my room
7. go Machrichite for walk
8. watch TV
9. pay bill ( i got a lot of outstanding bills)
10. buy tracing paper
11. my work station need a major clean up

Side profile friday

The idea of side profile friday came from a blog I always visit. But their is self portrait tuesday.
I decide to start with myself. Hopfully, I can expand it to others side profile. Will be quite interesting. I have not fill in the colour yet but I think this pencil sketch look ok too. =)

raining season

Finally =)

what's a difference a sunny day makes.

Marasmius
A type of Forest fungi

2 more days before my deadline.
Will panic soon
client hasnt approved yet. =p



I overslept today
left home for office at 10+
Such a nice weather.
Blue sky
Sunny and windy
Juz the way I like it.

It felt so good to breath in the morning air and
feel the morning sun. =)
Morning air alway feel so refresh and comforting.
(Laundry that are dry under the sun also has that kind of smell too.)

I hardly go outdoor ever since 1 weeks back , my last week routine :
0700 Left home for work (or earilier)
0830 Reach office
1200 lunch ( takeaway)
0100 start work
1100+ Go home (or later, Take cab)
All i breathed in was air conditioned purified air
Articial Flurosent lighting.
What a drag.

I am dreaming of the days after my deadline and installation already. =)
List of things to do :
1. Sleep and sleep and sleep
2. go cycling at East Coast
3. Watch The Maid
4. Go shopping
5. hang out with friend
6. Tidy up my room
7. go Machrichite for walk
8. watch TV
9. pay bill ( i got a lot of outstanding bills)
10. ........

23:35 as usual I am still in office.
Going off liao............晚安

ps: 今天看到宝宝在电视广告上的一小片段
说了一段很感性的话
很喜欢她的声音。

00:11

Has been rushing a illustration for layers of forest.
24/7 minus the 5 hrs of sleep
Finished visual today. FINALLY!
What a relief.
I muz have a good rest nxt week.
Catch up on a lot of things i missed. =)
Most of all my sleep.....yawn then
Maybe go cycling,
Maybe catch a movie and
definitely catch up with friends
I have been missing in actions for quite sometime

hm...... muz go home liao.
Have a good night sleep and
prepare a war for tomorrow.
rushing mad deadline.....

LostinForest part2

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Originally uploaded by Bing's.

LOST in forest

OT

Measuring...

Spent half of my day on location, doing measurement and discussing details with contractors. Really nervous how this whole thing is going to turn out......But the process of translating visual to 3 d is really exciting.
I have a new found respect for people who simulate nature using juz cement and plastic. If Pin didnt tell me that those trunks are made from cement, I would never have known. I used to hate fake plants. I thought that they are so plastic. Now, I known it still need great craftman to craft it out. Brillant!
Btw while we were ploting the position on the floor, a few kids stopped to watch us. We were using chalks and was drawing a few irregular shape on the floor.I bet they thought that we were playing. ha ha Almost wanted to use the chalk and plot out the Hop scorch game.
23:35 I am really tire right now. On site supervision alway tired me out, especially when u noe that there are still work to be done. Especially the idea that I still need to return to office. ha ha I amazed at the sale person who goes all over the island to meet client. How did they managed....
My weekend burn out. Need to illustatrate a whole panel of forest layer. But actually looking forward to it.=) To divert my attention =P

brainwave

My mind is now in a mess
Lot of things to think and decide on.

The way we were

When was the first time I heard this song?
Maybe 13 or 14 years old.
It was not Barbara Streisand version.

I heard Leslie sang it in his 1993 farewell concert.
That was so so long ago. 12 years at least...
Fall in love with this song,
but his version is by far the best.

Memories
Like the corners of my mind
Misty watercolor memories
Of the way we were
Scattered pictures
Of the smiles we left behind
Smiles we gave to one another
For the way we were
Can it be that it was all so simple then
Or has time rewritten every line
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me - Would we? Could we?
Memories
May be beautiful and yet
What's too painful to remember
We simply choose to forget
So it is the laughter
We will remember
Whenever we remember
The way we were
The way we were

tuesday

15082005
2300 finally printed the proposal. Can pack and go home liao
1130 ubi.....ya stay in office for half an hour. waiting for bus 8. Know it was late.Dun feel like taking a cab.Need sometime by myself. I noe its lunar 7 mth. but who cares...........
16082005
0000 on board mrt toward north....... doing nothing....staring into spaces.
0107 Juz got home. an hour ago....now drinking Jolly shandy..Hope it will relax me more
0133 Blogging......thinking abt the day event. Did something I m really pround of. so unlike me...but what nxt??? wonder wonder wonder.......likely nothing.....
0136 the weather really hot leh.......how to sleep like that........hm.........the moon really bright. i can see the reflection on my living room floor....
0138 better go zzz liao. all else how to work tommorrow.....

Sunday

13082005
Spent my saturday in Orchard Library. of coz later go shop shop.
Chit chat wi Delcia at Coffee Clud
14082005
0000: got home after catching [Bewitched]Nicole is so charming
0200: still up. Compiling and Cuting a music cd for my friend
-check my mail.chat with friend.go friendster.....
0300: reading magazine
0330: Fall a sleep
1000: Woke up, got his msg
1015: pass him the cd
1050: Has breakfat cum lunch (dou hua)
1300: Complete the [I have a date with the vanpire 3]
Finally can stop crying. Ha ha [IHADWTV] series alway made me cried.The ending so so but the plot is really unususal and captivting. Likely to have a fourth one man. It is like not finish yet. Oh no I still got [Lost]to catch. Taped it over the weekday
1320: It's raining
1330: Updating my blog,reorganising my thoughts and my day
1335: The rain has stopped. Such a short one
1340: Sh*t, still got a lot of unfinish business
- got to rush out the sketches for tomorrow presentation.
- dress to iron
- house work
- room to tidy
Great ! surely die liao

Leave your old self behind

The new tag line for nike free /reincarnate now promotion
Saw the full version in threatre yesterday.
The one where a runner was debating with himself whether to cont' running or take a breather.
Like it.
really inspiring too.
The Nike creative team has alway been really amazing.

The singer

天天天藍

最近常常听的１首歌。潘越云的。
非常有感觉的１首歌
天天天藍　教我不想他也難
不知情的孩子　他還要問
你的眼睛　為甚麼出汗
情是深　意是濃
離是苦　想是空

美丽的纸玫瑰

My mum works in hotel as a chambermaid. A Japanese tourist folded those beautiful paper rose for her. Such a beautiful paper rose. The folding is quite different from what I noramlly see.hm.....maybe I should juz unfold it and see how it is done.......>)hee hee

So Full....bURP.....

Company 16th year old Birthday Juz came back from a really meaty dinner at "Brazil Churrascaria". A Brazilian restaurant at Sixth Avnue, serving you with 12 types of grilled meat ( + a salad bar ). They have grilled chicken, grilled muton, grilled beef, grilled fish, grilled.................etc etc muz have consumed all my meat intake for this whole week. ............ It is really a interesting dinning experience for me. Most of the waiters are from Brazil. Really friendly and warm. They would talk to us, sometime mixing in a bit of their own language and even huming too. ha ha It is almost liked they enjoyed serving..... Anyway, the waiter presented the nicly grilled meat on the skew to your table. They would then slice the meat right infront of you with a long knife (25cm+). The distance btween me and the knife was only abt 20 cm apart. hm........... I cant help but think what if......if....ha ha Oh and the highlight of the night was, a Brazil birthday song sung by all the waiters. It was really fantastic. Juz imagine everyone was singing and clipping. I though this kind of scene only happened in movie. ha ha really nice gesture. Oh it is already 0127am /09082005/ HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

my obession

I have been watching this Hk drama since friday. Totally obssessed. No need to sleep, no need to read....... Juz wanted to know what happen to the characters. Now I have only finished the 9th disc. Thanks to Ryan for lenting me. I noe it a bit late since the series has been out in the market for donkey year. Dunnoe why I juz dun feel like buying. But now, I really do. Feel like buying the complete series, 1-3.........Actually, I was a fan ever since the first seasons. That was like .......(counting).....my final year in poly?? Is it that long? The second was aired in spore in 2001 RITE??? That was like so long ago. I rememdered watching the 2nd season every sunday nite without fail. My fav character was Boss,the Vampire King(I have a taste for bad but chi qing character. ke ke). In the third epd he is 完 顏 不 破. So charismatic........ ..=) He is called 陳 啟 泰 . Oh....sorry sorry. I got carry away talking abt guy.(better stop. or else i can juz carry on hua chi'ing abt him) ha ha

green finger

One of the plant in my room.
I love their star shaped leave.
But I never know the actual name to it.
I bought them in Cold storage.
The name on the price label is Potted Plant.
Is it Ivy??
Let see... I got 2 Ivy in my room, 1 outside. another 1 unidentify plant plus 1 catus in my office.
I heard that putting a catus beside ur computer,
can reduced the harmful ray coming out from the monitor.
or something like that.

Anyway,
It is so lovely to have some green in a room.
Make a room look so much cheerful.
But indoor plant is so hard to look after...

Hai Ren

I have decided to name him, Hai Ren......... Actually wanted to call it Darkie but my friend commented that it sound like ducky. ha ha Anyway, I think my friend going to name her's GA Ga....as it dirty..... ha ha ha we are very weird peoples.

flowers

calming

Isnt the green in this pix beautiful...........

Nature,

always has a calming effect on me.

Love at first sight

Very very tired. Having a killer headache now Dun want to talk about anything......... <<< Isnt this doll cute?? Ryan juz gave it to us yesterday. Bought it in Bangkok. I am never a toy person. I only fall in luv with 4 toys in my short 27 yrs of life. A cow, a dog(i forced my friend to buy for me), Ernie and this cute little thing. I have decided that it will be a he. But still no name yet..........maybe vampire...... quite cool..........