Friday, 21 October 2005
Tuesday, 18 October 2005
你沒接我的電話 理由雖然很牽強 笑著說
你去吧 寂寞卻開始流浪 你發呆時間變長
我有不祥的預感 卻只猜了一下 一秒後回到你身旁
Everything is gonna be alright
Say Goodbye Bye Say Goodbye 我的愛
Say Goodbye Bye Say Goodbye 我的愛
Yesterday, I was there with a friend.
quite a cozy place.
with live music.
Like the decor and
the colours are very dream like.
We picked the seat at the bar area
since there are only 2 of us.
A first time for me.
I hardly stay near the bar area.
My clubing style is alway very lay back and relax
I will alway find a nice sofa seat and relax in it.
I really mean"relax" and unglam
But at bar area
it was different
I like it.....
coz i still can look at
the bartender la and
see him do his mixing.....
Occasionally toking to u...=)
ha ha sort of remind me of
Lin Qing xia was at the bar area
The only lacking thing is a cigartte
which i hardly/ seldom/dun touch.
hm....maybe a wig
and Jin Chen wu
(of coz, my companion that day also can la)
Oh and Finally
found the Tequila Sunrise
that resemble the first TS
my friend mixed for me.
according to him
the way to drink Tequila Sunrise is :
with a straw and
in one breath drink
suck up all the drink fro the bottom of the tall glass
and all the way up.
deal to density,
tequila is alway on the top
so u sort of drink up
all the orange concoctionand
then fellow by the tequila.
xian tian hou gu hm......
dunnoe did my friend sa bo me or not?
coz if i drink like that i will be drunk b4 i can say bottom up.
Anyway, i always like this cocktail.
it look beautiful and it taste nice
Too bad we didnt stay for long......
Juz warm up a little and
it was abt time to go off already.
The last time when i was at
My friend and I stay till 1.30am
I felt the nite is still young
ha ha ha
suppose to work today.
We all looked tired.
death.....what a scary words.
I m afraid of death.
Not me but for my love one.
But i noe ...
It is part of life ...
my advice to my friend
treasure whatever time there is
u cant afford to be indifferent
At a point of my life
i was visiting granny in a Hospice almost everyday
the sadest but the most enriching months for me.
the last few days/months/ moments you share with a love one
I see so much from people who has only a few months left.
some chose to be miserable
some chose to have a happy outlook.
Some has hardly anyone visiting them
some has visitors everyday
some decorate theire sleeping area with pix
some stay there long enough to grow potted plants.
some even find times to noe people aro them.......
knowing fully well that they wont be there
It is all a choice.
Jolene : By the way, miss bing, i had a hot mocha latte!Yup Millenia Walk did give me alot of wonderful memories. My first job was being a waitress in a mexico, spanish fastfood chain, Ell Pollo Loco, Wild Chicken(Bing: Brad Pitt use to work in Wild chicken in California. I wonder if this restaurant is still around) in english. hm... sound weird name isn't it? Been there for abt 7 months. The envoirnment there was much nicer than it is now. After the renovation and new location of the shops, seems that Millenia Walk lose it's sophiscated touch.The beautiful fountain there just behind our restuarant.. in the nite time combine with the quietness of the surrounding and the breeze that comes along. (Bing: ya, with a bottle of sparkling apple juice from the cooler.) So nice and comfortable is the only feeling that i can describe.The late nite chat after closing under the starry sky, margaritas, michael, his fightful day!Patricia, the only female manager, aunty irene, 12 hrs of working, covered 4 stations on Valentine day( Bing: I rememdered that. The scariest valentine time i ever have.), Wang, the mighty ah neh to Geylang, how to get a nice chop of the chicken without seeing the bones! Chantel and Thomas the couple(Bing: how can i forget them. The in designer brand back then). Wee yeow(ooh...) and the kiss and the love letter to miss bing!(Bing: when was this? howcome i dun rememder? who huh?) :)Yup and also to a poor security guard whom had helped me during one nite's closing. He helped me to push the big rubbish bin all the way to the other side to throw the rubbish for me. (Bing: U so good. hOWCOME no one help me before.........not fine.....who is that security guy? u think he is still aro?) Coz he was on duty and i saw him being scolded by his supervisor! Ooh... so sorie abt that and i dun hv any chance to tell him.. well i dun get to see him 2nd time anymore, hope he did not get into any trouble becoz of me. :)................... hehe ... sighz poor me eating up my books now.. @.@ Enjoy hor.. and also like i say.. the bet is never over yet!
Sunday, 16 October 2005
The backyard of it anyway
Hardly anyone is there
We have not went there for a long long time
Jolene and I was there for a long time
3 hrs?? We were sitting outside o'brien
me with a cup of irish cream coffee.
Jo, what did u have? I forgot.....anyway, we will
talking abt all sorts of things. ke ke ke so enjoyable....
And our bet. 2 weeks were the duration.
I really didnt expect that bet to end so fast.
Eventhough i won, it still feel bloody bitter . (at least i think so la)
Anyway, so much memories there
at least 6 months of my life was spent there.
waitressing. one big family.
The fountain, the late nite chat under the starry sky, the sea breeze, the corona, the birthday cakes, michael,
his crazy jokes, patricia, aunty irene,12 hr working, Wang,
ah neh, wild chicken, fragant rice,
my pair our Dr martene, my first sunrise tequila and magarita,
boardwalk, the late nite visit from somone, jack in the box, wee yeow, the toilet, long carpark,
Andy.....what else is there?
Oh my godness
my head is hurting again
why it refused to go away.
Saturday, 15 October 2005
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Sunday, 2 October 2005
The expected- The band name
Lead Vocal is a rock chick....
cool gal with an attiude
great guitarist and drummer
shld hear how they play the guitar
how They rock the house MAN
all the great songs all the way
from Deep purple era to green days
absolutely went crazy
when they play nirvana 's come as you are
and one other that i thot is metallical....
shld see how the crowd cheer
HeadbangING to the beat and doing e air guitar .
Rock my blues always
While we were enjoying to the music,
we heard one guy talking very loudly behind us.
Dun remember what he was yelping abt ,
all we heard was F**K here and F**K that.
Everything is end with a F**K F**K F**K F**K
I am usually quite tolerant to a little vulgar language.
I think it is a way of expression and release stream.
But that guy was carrying it to a whole new level.
I was amused, muz see who this "gentle"man was.....
We turned to look
and saw this 40sh Chinese man talking
to a Caucasian man in his " all so slang" American English.
of coz......Garnished with his fave curse word
The best part.......
his American turned out to be a English man from England.
What a laugh? .......
found an article that is very interesting.
How odd ? coz the other day ,
i was discussing the same issue wi my friend.
Feel like sharing it with u guys and a reminder for myself.
How to cool it
- Relax-Breathe deeply from your diaphragm,
all the way down to your stomach
-Slowly repeat a calm word like "relax" while breathing deeply.
-Visualise a relaxing experience-
Practise these techniques daily and
use them when you're in a tense situation
Change your thoughts
-When u're angry, your thinking can get exaggerated and overly dramatic.
Replace these thoughts with more rational ones.
-Dun go : "Everything's ruined"
Tell yourself : "It's frustrating,
but it's not the end of the world and
getting angry is not going to fix it"
-Remind yourself that the world is not "Out to get you"
-Dun take yourself too seriously. Learn to let go of the small stuff
Saturday, 1 October 2005
after so many years has gone by.
I realised that whenever I m upset
i would alway go back to the famous line of Gump
"Life is like a box of chocolate,
coz u never noe what u will get."
after 27 yrs of existence on Planet Earth
I came to realised that
Changes is constant factor of life
sadness dun last
trouble dun last
worry dun last
even happiness is juz a passing moment
All an illusion of life
Take it lightly with a pitch of salt
and move on
And hope for the best
Life has never been really smooth sealing for me
(of coz, i cant complain. there are worse out there.)
when i relate certain part of the story to my friend now,
it felt like sombody else story.
The more I said it,
the more dilute it becomes,
Those memories have been replace by
something more important
What u think is important now,
might not seen as important years later
even hours later as a matter of fact
Ever heard of James Blunt "You are beauitful" ?
the opening line is "My life is brillant"
My life feel like that right now.
like the first ray of sunlight
peeping thru the cloub
If u been thru real trouble time
U will understand how I feel now...ke ke
How long does it last?
But I tresured this moment of my life
I felt truely contented.
Someone commented that
I viewed everything too seriously.
with too much emotion
Maybe that true ........
but that me...............
I have being thru a stage
where I am totally indiferent to things around me
withdraw into my own shell and
refused to come out
I still prefer the " me" now.
Maybe I shld try to be milder
but i will still be the same old Yen Wei
I m sentimental
but i hardly shows it
when people aro hardly seen to care....
(jo, that is wat u complain abt me rite? I hide it better then u ma )
I m not good at rememdering things
but I rememder all the little gesture that
ppl has done for me time to time.
sweet and it touches my heart :
#That MP3 CD my friend burn for me,
with e one songs (the rainbow connection)
that I really liked
He put it in without me asking him to.
I didnt noe he rememdered ,
but of coz....
maybe he thought i would like it too
which he has rightly guessed
#My friend shoulder that I cried on
when I was devastated.
(try crying all the way from Yishun to Cityhall on a trian
oh well....bloody embarrassing)
# the one person that rememdered
the silliest comment i have made
and repeat it month later-matter of factly
# I have heard a lot of birthday songs in my life,
but that particlar 250620052355
was really sweet.
Shld be really nice
to have a friend like him.
# he who always make me laugh
when I was too tense up- really silly joke.
I alway gave him my famous deadpan look.
to be cont
Type of friends I ve met so far in my life.....
# Some friends
I disliked them frm the very 1st meet up
But some how along the way
We got to know each other better n become the best of friend
# Some friends,
They r always there,
Great companion but missing chemistry
I expect them to come and go....
But they r with me the longest
Thru thick n thin
# Some friends,
I thought will b buddies for life
But along the way
we juz drift apart...
even lossing contact wif each other
# gd n wise friends,
comes in all ages/education/religious/sexes/family bkgrd......
Its their mindset n maturity that matter
# Some friends,
I m curious to know
dun mind making e first move
some work out, some doesnt but no regret. at least i tried
# Some friends,
How does one explain the different chemical reaction with people?