First Post

I have decided to close my xanga account and move all my friendster's blogs here. I was using friendster blog previously. But when they start to send blog alert post to my contact list, i decided to change location. I still prefer to keep my journal to my closed friends only not the whole group of ppls. Have been looking at my cousin blog, look really interesting.
Anyway, i have moved my Xanga mail here as well. A patheic one entry ha ha , which i opened in a Peking hotel. My very first.
Friday, March 25, 2005
Xanga : This is my first post. Never imagine i will start one using a computer at peking. Has been wanting to start one ever seen last month. I am a morning person. Every morning when i wok up, i would have string of thoughs that i want to note down. but i was either in a rush or i dun have a note pad with me.So the best bet if for me to write everything on my blog when i am at work.

L O V E - a journey

I was browsing through some of the articles' cut-out i collected thru the years and came upon an A4 computer print out . I noe it was from someone that i used to treasure and have an infatuation on.  At that point of time, that article really meant something to me. I am not someone who usually like to  read article like that.(   ha ha a bit mushy for my taste ) but it really make sense ....hm.... anyway  here is an extract of the article.

L O V E - A Journey
[Why hold someone back..when u know u dont love them them...
Why keep them to yourself...when u know you wont wanna have them?
Why let them miss other chances...when they can have them?........]
[Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too.......] [LOVING SOMEONE takes efforts. W have to be able to communicate with each other. Nobody can read anyone else's mind. We always presume that our partner knows what we think and feel.....] [No one is perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other; and accepts a person for who he/she is. ] ( ps: i like to believe that it apply to all sort of relationship. Love for the parent, Love for ur friend...) 
[Everyday everywhere, people fall in love...but just how many of these relationships are self-sacrificing love, and not just relationship which formed only for the intense feeling of falling in love?... ... ... ...] [Is it love? or juz plain infatuation?..........]

My humble comment on our local drama plot

Yesterday, i was home early. Since nothing better to do, i decided to channel surf. Channel 8 was showing the drama abt this policeman who passed on but came back to life etc etc. So that scene i saw was he came back to life in his funeral and inside his confin. Everyone was really shocked but so thrilled that he has come back. After a series of test, the doctor decided he is alright to go home..........

Now there is a problem with this plot. If a dead body is already placed in a confin with visitor aro. Does it not also mean that the body has already been drained off all the blood and organ. With a doseage of preservative put into it. If i am there i will be the first one to run off man. ha ha. It really beat me, how a doc can certified that he is ok to go home??

For goodness sake, at least make him wake up in a bed (juz pass away) or the cold room that put the dead (what that name? ). It will make more sense. Some plot juz need to change with times....

Never too old

The DJs were talking about the up and coming YAH programme for people over 50s this morning. The whole idea is for people over 50s to be more active and socialable. Learn about new thing at their own pace. The concept is so interesting. I would love to promo this to my parents but it is on a saturday. Even if they are free, i doubt that they would want to join anyway.

Ming De was talking abt how his mother would flip thru magazine, newspaper eventhough hardly understand what it is. I was reminded of my granny who lived up to ripe old age of 80, she used to do that to. She would go thru the Chinese newspaper page by page and seeming reading. Back then, i was really amazed that she can read but in actual fact she can hardly. She was trying to pick out familiar words she known and occasionally asking us. I dun think she can rememder what we have juz told her but it is the spirit that i greatly admired abt her. Never too old to do anything; Never too old to learn. It is even more so when i realised that not old people are like that. I really missed her.

meow meow

Every morning on my way to work, i will by pass a tawny brown cat. I would "meow" to her when i think no one is looking. The cat would always meow back at me while continue her destination.
It became a habit of mine. Ha ha. It almost like a morning greeting. We did it for many months until one day i relieased that i dun see her for a few weeks. i thouht she might be caught or something.
The night before, i was working very late. I used the walkway from the coffeeshop. I found 2 little kittens at side of the stair. By their side are a Tawny adult cat that look rather familiar. I bended down and meow at the 2 kittens , Not sure if the mother will attack me or not. The two kittens ran away from me but Suprisingly the adult came up to me in a very friendly manner. As if she knows me. Ha ha
she muz be the cat that i see every morning. She is now a mother. No wonder she has been gone for so long. =).........hm I wonder will i see her tonite.

ps: my friend commented that it is juz a friendly cat. It purr at everyone. ha ha quite true la. Juz for fun mah.